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A brand new day
2:02 PM | 
Posted by
Kelly Gaddis Rhoderick
Time really moves so fast.
It has almost been a month that dad has been gone. It really is amazing how life and time carries on after the loss of someone you care about. Time is an incredible drug to help sadness. I still miss him though.
The kids are so fun. Being on my own with them has been challenging, but so incredible for our relationships. I love those little critters so much! I can't wait till Kyle gets home we're almost there. It has been interesting having him on the other side of the world, so many cool stories that he has shared with us. I can't wait to go with him sometime! This picture was right after I noticed while doing laundry that Aaron's and my t-shirts were just a couple of inches shy of being the same size. I am wearing his t shirt here and he is wearing mine. Isn't that nuts.... this is going by way too fast!
Anyway, new job news. I am being listed in the new Yellow Pages that is coming out here and have been meeting with several influential companies in the community that are excited about adding me to their referrals for my services. I think business will be good here! I have decided to offer eco friendly printing services in addition to traditional low cost, high quality printing services. I am in the process or redesigning my site, so keep your eyes open for my new look coming soon.
It has almost been a month that dad has been gone. It really is amazing how life and time carries on after the loss of someone you care about. Time is an incredible drug to help sadness. I still miss him though.
The kids are so fun. Being on my own with them has been challenging, but so incredible for our relationships. I love those little critters so much! I can't wait till Kyle gets home we're almost there. It has been interesting having him on the other side of the world, so many cool stories that he has shared with us. I can't wait to go with him sometime! This picture was right after I noticed while doing laundry that Aaron's and my t-shirts were just a couple of inches shy of being the same size. I am wearing his t shirt here and he is wearing mine. Isn't that nuts.... this is going by way too fast!You know, people are absolutely amazing in the face of helping others. The weekend after I lost my dad and Kyle had left for Australia, here I sat. New town, fresh grief, two children that demanded to love of 2 parents out of one, just lots of burdens to bear. I went to church to feel close to God, but also to feel the love of community. It was so hard... remember the new town part, well, no one knew me here. I sat in church alone, on the verge of tears as I listened to a sermon that I feel could have impacted dad somehow, just too late. I left that morning feeling defeated and sorry for myself. No one took the time to notice I thought, humph... some church. As I stewed and slowly came to realization I finally understood the expectations that I had placed on the people at church. How in the world could these people that had seen my face only a few times know what I was going through. At MOPS that following Thursday, I did it, I let my guard and my pride down and shared with the girls at my table what I had been facing. VOILA!!! My life in Montrose has been wonderful ever since. When I did this, I put all of my fears, my trust, and heart into God's hands... man, that is magical. I have had the best possible time in this new little town without my best pal. I feel at home! Not only have I been able to be full, I have, in some little way, influenced others. One of the gals from MOPS that I enjoyed breakfast with one morning, has come to church with me the last two weeks and is really fired up about God because he has given me the strength, words and light that I have been able to shine and she wants it too! Same with two other women in the community that have told me that they admire that something special that radiates God's love and that they want it. I am finally able to give back what a couple of very special women in my life gave to me. Living in a light that brings others to God by example. (Thanks Leanne and Jill :))
Anyway, new job news. I am being listed in the new Yellow Pages that is coming out here and have been meeting with several influential companies in the community that are excited about adding me to their referrals for my services. I think business will be good here! I have decided to offer eco friendly printing services in addition to traditional low cost, high quality printing services. I am in the process or redesigning my site, so keep your eyes open for my new look coming soon. I have also started as a Library Sales Consultant for both school and public libraries throughout the western slope. I am the only local sales rep, so this business should take off too!
I registered Molly for kindergarten last week (can you believe it?)! So, I am so thrilled that I have these home based businesses so that I can truly devote myself to my most important job as the mommy of two awesome kids and my amazing hubby! I am so incredibly blessed!
Goodbye Dad
Why is death, departure from earth and entrance to heaven, so hard for those of us left behind? All stories, even the ones we love, must eventually come to an end and when they do, it's only an opportunity for another story to begin. (Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium) Wise words, but difficult to follow. Dad, while he had many faults, did have a great heart. I loved him and always will.
The hardest part was explaining all of the details to my kids. Thank God for my rock of a husband, I don't know what I would do without that wonderful man! We did it ALL together, it is awesome being part of such an incredible team. We made metaphorical references where necessary and, so far, the kids seem ok with all that has happened. Sure they have expressed fear that something will happen to Kyle or I, but the faith in our family keeps fears at bay.
We, as a family, watched Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium last night for our family movie night and it was significant to me. As you will see, so many quotes touched my heart. I share those here simply so that I can come and find them when I need them and, perhaps, they can help my family and Dad's friends as well.
I miss you dad. I love you!
"When King Lear dies in Act Five do you know what William Shakespeare has written? He Dies. That's all, nothing more, no fan fare, no metaphor, no brilliant final words. The culmination of the world's most inspirational work of dramatic literature is, He Died. It took Shakespeare a genius to come up with he dies. And every time I read those two words I find myself overwhelmed with dysphoria, I know its only natural to be sad, but not because of the words he dies, but because of the life we saw prior to the words" - Mr. Magorioum
The hardest part was explaining all of the details to my kids. Thank God for my rock of a husband, I don't know what I would do without that wonderful man! We did it ALL together, it is awesome being part of such an incredible team. We made metaphorical references where necessary and, so far, the kids seem ok with all that has happened. Sure they have expressed fear that something will happen to Kyle or I, but the faith in our family keeps fears at bay.
We, as a family, watched Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium last night for our family movie night and it was significant to me. As you will see, so many quotes touched my heart. I share those here simply so that I can come and find them when I need them and, perhaps, they can help my family and Dad's friends as well.
I miss you dad. I love you!
"When King Lear dies in Act Five do you know what William Shakespeare has written? He Dies. That's all, nothing more, no fan fare, no metaphor, no brilliant final words. The culmination of the world's most inspirational work of dramatic literature is, He Died. It took Shakespeare a genius to come up with he dies. And every time I read those two words I find myself overwhelmed with dysphoria, I know its only natural to be sad, but not because of the words he dies, but because of the life we saw prior to the words" - Mr. Magorioum
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